Not over yet.
Even if my week 4 Eval done and receive positive commens. But don't be too happy okay? Cause final eval is not done yet! Still got 2 days! Which a lot of things can happen as well!
But really, a sigh of relief that I've done with my in-service. So I received the light compliment. As in not too bad for an entry level. But don't be too happy okay? Cause I couldn't have done it with my own strength. Lord really show me his power. It's really I can't explain! Really, He grant me the wisdom and spirit to do it. Thank God I really thank you. Cause I'm your daughter! I Love you!
So the story went on like this...
We've been told that we got in service on the last Tuesday of our placement. We have been given 5 weeks to think about what topic should we choose and discuss on. But as a regular procrastinator, I dint even touch it until the second last day of my in-service. But it's not because I don't want to do, just that inadequate knowledge regarding the condition and laziness and lack of interest then I try to avoid it. But the time is still tickling and is around the corner! I couldnt wait any longer! Must produce something! Even though is just 5% of the score, but yet it concerns about my credibility as a PT in future!
Then left the last day before Tuesday. I have only done 6 slides and is talk about those not important stuff. So I can only pray and believe in God to entrust him. With my own strength I would not be able to pull through the midnight slumber temptation and the struggle of organizing my thoughts. I reached home around 6pm and start my slides for about 2 hours then enjoy my dinner+bathe so spend about 2 hrs in total? Then I continue at around 10pm then the sleepiness starts to kick in. I cannot hold myself up and decided to give it a recharge and fall into slumberland. Oh before that I set my alarm at 2.15am! Cause I'm not even halfway of my slides. And I'm heavy sleeper, but I manage to get up at about 2.45am. Of course I pray to God for help. Really. I manage to wake up! And continue my slides all the way until 6am. Normally I woke up at 6.30 so means that I still got half an hour to go. So I just took a short power nap before I left. Then I left house around 6.50. Unexpectedly, it rained downpour and causing me to be late for KTPH. I reach there around 7.45 which means I got only 15mins of practice! MY presentation was at 8.30 but it started at 8! I don't even have a script which my partners they all have. 😰😵😰😵
No choice left with me. I can only cross my fingers and pray hard. So I prayed in tongue saying: God, please grant me the peace within me so I wouldn't be panic when I'm out there presenting. God, please use me and speak your words so that everyone can benefit from this presentation. And then it went on smoothly until all questions have been answered. I muttered of myself, thank God, I made it! thanks for your peace and calm and wisdom. then the teacher also went in the room and gave me a very sweet compliment. not only hat, he gave me a fair bit of results.
But what's most important is, I got it not by myself. Is from him. He's the God! The living God who trengthen me and uphold me through the thicks and thins.
Isaiah 41:10
10 So do not fear, for I am with you;
do not be dismayed, for I am your God.
I will strengthen you and help you;
I will uphold you with my righteous right hand.
My God is a living God! rejoice! all he glories belong to him!!!!
Yes, I did share this story to my fellow clinical buddies. but their response were like: WHAT? YOU MEAN YOU'RE BEING POSSESSED BY GOD?! WHAT! SO YOU'RE NOT THE PHYSIO THEN HE'S THE TRUE PHYSIO LA!?
*fainted*
The story about presentation in CE3A finished 🎉🎊🎋🎉🎉🎊😊😊
More to up guys 😙 if I got the perseverance to write 😓
